15 years a monk and no enlightenment? Here’s life after the seeker itself dissolves.
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Ex-Hindu Monk On The Utter Failure Of Spiritual Seeking (w/ Tobias Ricardo)
- October 12th, 2026
The Only True Compassion (w/ Tim Cliss)
- October 2nd, 2026
What’s left when the search for a better “you” stops?
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The end of seeking is NOT what you think
- September 28th, 2026
A livestream built around what’s actually left when the search stops.
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This Is What’s Longed For (w/Zabi)
- June 17th, 2026
A 2 hour conversation about no-thing 🥳
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The Nuclear Reactor of Unworthiness (w/Dr. Rishi Menon)
- June 10th, 2026
Unworthiness, alcoholism, burnout, near-suicide, India, the Enneagram, cannabis, and the Bahiya Sutta. Also Snoop Dogg.
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What Remains When “You” Drop Away?
- May 17th, 2026
Trust.
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What’s Left When The Stories Stop? | Sunday Zen LIVE
- January 20th, 2026
What’s here that’s NOT a story?
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Taking The Exquisite Risk (w/Simon Brown)
- January 11th, 2026
The necessity of spiritual friendship, facing what we don’t want to face, and how childhood trauma shapes our capacity for play.
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You Really Can’t Do This Wrong
- January 8th, 2026
Awakening goes how it goes for YOU, so relax (or don’t!)
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The kingdom of heaven is spread upon the Earth (Christmas Eve Live)
- December 27th, 2025
An intimate Christmas Eve livestream ❤️
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The Realest Fake Thing That Never Was (with Eshwar Segobind)
- December 15th, 2025
There’s a lot of duality in non-duality 😂
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Unworthiness and Worthiness are BOTH Bulls***
- November 16th, 2025
Unworthiness may be the core human OS that drives most suffering…but it’s a complete NOTHING 😘
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