Zubin and Zabi. That’s non-dual as f**k right there 😂 A 2 hour conversation about how liberation is the end of the need for liberation.
Check out Zabi’s YouTube channel here.
Timecodes and topics:
0:00 Two Z’s and a Sense of Humor
0:32 The Story of Zabi, An Afghani Kid Who Was Never Quite Okay
1:41 Addiction and the Inner Hole
3:20 What IS the Hole?
4:25 The Seeking Energy, Feed Me Feed Me!
6:29 Literally Googling What’s the Point of Life
8:18 Leo Gura, Alan Watts, and the Beginning of the Unraveling
9:55 Jim Newman Arrives, Two Months of Seeking Ends
11:37 There’s No One: What Jim Is Actually Saying
12:27 The Dying Process, Identity Deconstructing in Reverse Order
14:10 No One Has Ever Done Anything
17:10 Self is An Embodied Energetic Misunderstanding, Not Thought
19:34 Longing for the End of Seeking, Not the Getting
22:18 No Practice, No Self, The Whole Enterprise Collapses
27:04 Knowing Deadens the Appearance, Childlike Wonder Is Already This
29:20 This Is Home, Nothing Is Needed
37:38 Hopelessness Is Freedom
42:57 Why Suffering Doesn’t Fit
49:23 The Solidity Trap, Making Things Real Is the Suffering
51:25 Hopelessness Is Freedom, Said Again, Meant Completely
54:20 Where Do You Go When You Die? This Is That.
56:07 Comedy and Tragedy at Once
59:00 Zen, Process, and No Doer, Selves Trying to Wake Selves Up
1:01:25 The Sense of Separation Is Literally the Cause of All Suffering
1:05:07 The Energy of Discontent, Certain This Can’t Be It
1:09:42 No One Is Doing This, The Enterprise Collapses Under Itself
1:13:25 E40, Rasputin’s, and CDs, Life Is Already Here
1:16:38 Home Beyond Belief, What Swallows It Up
1:25:02 All the Struggle of Me Was for Nothing
1:26:58 Patterns Falling Away: Road Rage, Conditioning, Autopilot
1:32:45 The Guardrails Come Off, Just the Conditioning Left
1:35:27 Grief, Loss, and Awe
1:39:51 This Is Love, Known Without Knowing
1:42:14 Specialness Falls Apart, The Disappointment That’s a Gift
1:48:35 Nothing Was Ever Going to Be Enough
1:51:37 The End of the Comparing Mind
1:54:20 Free Will? There’s No One to Have It or Not Have It.
1:57:59 Energetics Settling Out: A Fizzing
2:00:22 Liberation Is the End of the Need for Liberation
2:01:14 Joy of These Talks. No Reason. Still Joy.
